For Chian: A Friend in KL

HAHA!

So going to embarass you here chian.
Well, but then again, the only person who reads my blog (then again, prob not) and knows you is debo. Mmmhmm, yup.

Okay so chian was like my ex-roomate.
Erm, the first time I came into contact with her was with her nanyang uniform. You see, she was accidently placed in my room, and when i had arrived, she was out. So I opened the cupboard and exclaimed,

Eew, from nanyang one!

Haha and thought she was from China.

Haha. So the poor girl had to move again when she came back at night. And to think of it now, so sweet she left me a green angel key chain with the keys intact.
Tells you a lot about how nice she is right? HAHA

Yeah, so the first year we stayed on different floors, and i guess I got to know her better through deborah and michelle? I think. Sheez I can't remember stuff.
I remember going to her room and eating her food. Yeah. and it was always quite messy. Honest!
haha

Then there was this time when she wore my RM 15 heels, and ran, and broke it. But I guess it was a good thing cos those were pretty tacky i mean. But they were cheap and not sky high. But a fashion faux-paus no doubt. So thanks Chian!

Yeah, then second year she only stayed with me cos I was a last resort!;)
Yeah and it was her that introed me to all the gossip sites and all!tsk!
Yeah and it was that year that I treated her quite badly. Haha but she claims she can't remember. Must have been so traumatising for her.
:D,i mean :(

So here is my apology chian. XD

Hmm I think I should list some memories in case down the road everything becomes fuzzy. Good and bad okay. (the bad is the ill-treatment towards her.)

Good:
1) World Cup cam-whoring.
2) ...

Erm too lazy.

MAybe next tiem

Waiting

I'm currently waiting for college ppl to reply my msgs. (I hope they reply soon.. They should have gmail or something and keep their windows open so it automatically reloads.)

Sigh.

I kinda almost finished my Calvin essays, so that should be the last of college applications, save for undelivered materials here and there, which I am dealing with now.

I'm just wondering why I'm casting so wide a net when there is only one college that I am going to. Did I not ask God properly to direct me?

Bleh. I'm too tired to think.

So after sending in my Calvin application, I hope I don't have to do NTU, as I DO NOT have anymore certified documents, nor want to go to the lengths (or make someone) to get them certified. So God, if I am destined to go to NTU please send a clear message before it's too late. I don't want to be kiasu and tembak all.

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Today, I almost died. My womb felt like it was beign ripped out. No, it was really like it was trying to contract its way out. I really almost died.
I paled, felt like puking, felt like vomiting. Then I prayed, "God, please take away the pain so I can have the clear mind to think of what to do." Haha I was pretty desperate to settle for a brief respite.

But soon enough, it became easier, and I fell asleep!
Yay.

I hope I don't get it tommorow, because tommorrow I will be out gallavanting with Chian in the streets of Chow Kit, arh i mean Bukit Bintang.

Still contemplating whether I should go back and change the dvd. After all, I already did wrong by buying it, so how can I demand my rights? It's like isn't there a new set of rules in this darker realm?

Huh.

Still no reply. So I shall go on, as I am sian of doing anything else like checking/reading my usual haunts.
As I predicted, the urge has all gone away. They only call when I am procrastinating.
Hmmm, i'll save you all the torture, cos sometimes, SOME PEOPLE THINK MY POSTS HAVE NO SUBSTANCE.
Btw, I am glad to know who that certain person is. Now I am no longer uncertain about bashing him/her. Haha. Kidding. Erm, not really. Aiyah you understand right Ro- I mean nameless person who says my posts have no substance.

Next week is march.O.o
I am going on a SILENT retreat from teh 2nd to the 8th. Pls pray that I will actually be meditating on God's word or in communication with Him instead of stoning. It's quite an expensive retreat.

Creeped

I've added a tracking thingy. Cos I'm suspicious of unwanted visitors.

Ironically, I myself fear being founded of reading some people's blogs. Yeahlah what to do, don't want certain people to read your blog, yet reading other people's blog, not wanting them to know.

And today I found out why this maria_technosux turns up when I subscribe to myself using google reader. You know, to find out if people can find out I stalk them.

Turns out she linked me on one post. And I got kinda creeped out thinking those people judged my thoughts.

I read what I wrote last year, and couldn't remember what I meant by what I wrote. Huh.

Today my mom suggested all the things I could be doing, eg reading, baking...

and I had no interest. Right now all I want to do is surf blogs, youtube and waste time,
because I'm suppose to do my Calvin essays!

ergh.

But don't worry mom, once I have no more responsibilities, the internet will lose its appeal and I will find fullfillment in other more fullfilling activities.

Shit, will I be still as bad a procrastinator when I go to college?

Friends in KL

I guess I better blog about this before I procrastinate and forget all about it.

The trip was:
fantastic!
well not really haha.

Because I was one stressed host and tour guide. I think I cannot make it lah.
I need more patience. And cool.

But here are the memories:
-Everyone saying how they miss me sooooo much! HAHAHA.
-Them telling me arrive at 1 when it was 2.30. and I didnt count. Poor daddy and I had to pretend to be interested in buying a proton.
-Following the ah bengs to lead us to sungei wang plaza.
-crossing off sungei wang as a shopping destination forever
-10 cm short skirt
-hand in mouth juice guy
-walking around looking for anh/yongjia & anh/jiayi (tsk anh, strike two alr! and you strike three later!)
-walking around trying to find pavillion
-making the decision to go to pavillion half-an-hour later
-oily face at la bodega
-yong jia flirting with waiter (lol! haha so sweet her smile. but she claims waiter was flirting with everyone)
-too much food. all our meals we had too much food. we must try to remember we are girls)
-the eye. weird white ppl which wasnt anything to watch. haha good thing we were late.
-shawna and rowena getting scared.
-horny ppl making out
-making a lot of noise when we had to go up again
-trying to find when we were at the top-most
-stupid taxi driver who had no air-cond but nice but blur other taxi driver
-tired. very. leg ache. shawna and rowena not sleeping then squashing jia yi.
- on the way to puduraya, with the weird taxi driver and his gun shot wound behind his head and nervous hair twirling.
-genting. being bad to that taxi driver who in the end tried to accomadate us. he even gave ang pau to the security guards. should have tipped him or gave him the oranges.
-RM51. for indoor we only enjoyed the bumper cars immensely. and maybe for me the roller coaster.yong jia was super embarrased of me screaming lol.
- the flyign coaster was cool . glad i tried it.
- overpriced food.
- ppl smoking next to a no smoking sign
-cool lion dance performance
- scary to death pirate train, where I gripped shawna's arm like mad, but anh and rowena came out sleeping -_____________-
- bumper car is so much fun in a big group and you dont have to play with strangers
- genting ripping ppl of by making them pay for rides alr paid for. not well maintained AT ALL.
- going up up up to look for arcade. but no time:( and we had alr spent somuch money
- flu ride!! my life flashed before my eyes. actually no. haha shawna our test run while we left jia yi all alone holding their bags. sorry jia yi! so nice!
- cable car where I scolded them. spoilt the mood. but thanks shawna!
- crazy looking bearded man who seemed to be following us and sat on the same bus behind the driver summore! I actually tried not to sleep in case he did something. And trying to think how we were going to climb out of the emergency exit
-anh and Co taxi gettting lost. spoke too harshly on the phone to anh. sorry.
- dinner. too much food but nice curry. thanks mummy!
- bathe. college apps for me:(
- stressed
- Dim sum for lunch. pufferfish goldfish.
- central market. foot massage. famous amos cookies that i realised were made of partially hydrogenated oil after that!!
- a lot of transversites.
- they actually didnt buy anything traditional to think of it.
- petaling street. dinner first
-finding a hard time looking. streets dont look clean and sharp and straight like on the map.
- went to a ok place but didnt order their speciality.
- cannot speak cantonese. stress. too expensive. stress
- tired
- didnt want to go back to petaling st cos it was so smoky and squeezey and nothing interesting, but thankfully ire wanted to so we went back and found a pretty decent cd store! Uncle very honest one (ironic), tell you when it is goood or bad quality. spent RM 90!!
- go back. jia yi make boy cry and give up his seat (haha kidding)
- bomb at station. why so many terrorists one ah?
- wait. bimbo cheers. recount study times
- jy and yj get educational talk on malaysia by my dad
- bathe.no, watch atonement first. jia yi ask questions that cannot be answered. library scence-uncomfortable laughter as mummy was there too.
- bathe. go down, play tetris with shawna in her sleeping bag.
- i sleep with irenaues. talk . anh and ire try to sleep.
- i fall asleep, wake up with ire SNORING!
- I cannnot sleep. try to. SNORE SNORE SNORE. I poke her. nudge.
- jia yi's camera. record.
- try to sleep. notice anh starts snoring too. at one point,
IRE: SNORE
anh: snore
Ire:SNORE
anh:snore
Ire: SNORE
anh: snore
........
like a symphony I tell you.
- bored, get up and take pictures of them sleeping. but nothing incriminating
- finally, lift ire's arms up and she turns around and stops snoring.
-goes back to sleep but wake up super tired
- mid valley
- lunch at penang cafe. dont order siamese lemak laksa. taste like assam and laksa mixed
- too much food again
- waiters morale very low. sometimes too grumpy when we ask for things
- tired
- try to shop. accessories mainly
-soon, time ran out. rush to buy something for rhat, buy food.
- hurry hurry.
- taxis dont want to go to bangsar or dont like me speaking english to them
- being ripped off. but not too much
- spoke too harshly on the phone to anh again. next time pretend you dont have auto-roaming;). yj in the background shouting "hurry! hurry!" to the taxi driver. Yj has proven to be a friend of all taxi drivers. they even show their daughter's results to her.
- my taxi driver dont knwo the way but kept quiet. Stupid. really. told him to drive faster, his nasal sounding voice, "oh yes ah" and not doing so really marked him as retarded.
- them leaving. too tired to feel really sad.

but now, I kinda miss them! if it wasnt so stressed I would be happy to have them live with me. haha.

Thanks for coming guys!
and thank you mummy and daddy for helping out and buying food for them.

Lies

SIGH.
You know, I'm feeling a little strangled at this moment. I feel like I have covered up a lot of my honest true thoughts, for the sake of functioning socially at an acceptable level in this life.

Sigh.
But it does help me remain bearable to others and get me into a college (I hope?)

Prim and proper and pretentious emails are the second last straw I tell you.

Why do I want to go to all these schools? Well, I hear they're so good! and as long as not too many ppl complain about it, I'm fine with it. Seriously, everything top notch!

garh.

Oh no, what's this?
Spider webs and I'm caught in the middle.

-Trouble, Coldplay