ich horen die CD zum Lehrbuch A1

Mein Deutsch Mundliche ist ...ARGH VARGH!!!

=( I was trying to say my german oral is on monday. pfffffft!

ARGH ARGH. if only i had worked harder. (i resent saying that because I'm in denial and i use the flimsy excuse of no regrets to not look back and say things like that. )

I planned to work efficiently today, but...

SAME OLD STORY. and seems like its gonna have a bad ending

Fumbling

When I'm good,

The world is a happier place.

But when I'm not, when

I'm putting on my cap

fashioned out of black tweed and lead,

The whole world is against me.

Every thing lets me down

Happy things are wisps of smoke


Then I let it out,

and then I'm sorry

But not that sorry

cos I still have my gloom cap on

So now the silence ask

Have you forgiven me

and I think, I think

with my cap of gloom

the silence means not yet

or whatever

so here I'll go

wondering

soon confirming

and ruining everything.





go away from me i'll poison you


*
Edit: the silence was broken and it had a reason. Now I'm wondering, thise poisonous thoughts I had, did they have an effect although now I know the "truth"?

N.E.T.B.A.L.L

I haven't played netball properly in 3 years. 3YEARS!

It felt so good today.

Thank you for tonight

Self-Timers drive us crazy

I'm glad I didnt notice stupid things that would have spoilt my mood. And these girls who are so unselfish made it so much better.



sympathetic strings=)

Blogging about things that don't bug

FRANKLY, I'm quite tired of school work. hurmph. So I shall not blog about it although it is the most pressing thing now. literally pressing down on my mind. I can feel it.

Another thing that is bugging me is.. does it mean something when your name is mentioned after? Maybe some names have to be said in a certain order so it flows, like Ben & Jerry, Samantha and Mumba, or something like that. But things like that pop out and me and wags its finger and says to me, " Now now prisca, your name was said after blah blah. So I guess thats where you are priority wise on her friends list."
EEPS! I don't want to think that way cos its pretty analysing something too much but IT BUGS me. =( SIGH, and maybe, it leads me to see the other things the person does that shows how much i am "worth" to them. =(

Well well, I've indirectly blogged about stuff that bugged me.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so frustrated and the only thing I know how to deal with it and just let it lay. BUT IT BUGS ME AND I SHOULD SO BE OVER IT..-/

Oh and oh that day I SAW THE CoOLEST GUY!!!! He had a goatee and a pretty nice haircut and he had that leather(well its kinda like pvc or something) bracelet thingy with a small metal leaf attached to it. I couldnt really see his face but his partial side profile wasnt bad. And he was sniffing and it was kinda......sexy(!!! hahahahaha) anyways I hoped he was getting down at my stop (am I desperate) but unfortunately now. Anyways, when he gripped the pole to get up, oohh BICEPS!! haha. oh and he had black plastic specs. SO he was a buff Emo kid. and he was wearing this skinny black pants, held together by a RED and GREEN BELT. Christmassy. ooh that upped his coolness =D haha. then he got down and i saw his face, not bad, just with a Rudolph nose.

=)

Warning

Just yesterday, when I really needed to post something, I couldnt access blogger. SMArT FILter told me it was under CATEGORY: SEX.

har har.

but i guess its good in a way. Stuff I wanted to say shouldnt be said so publicly.

My class of 6.10 gethsamane

yesterday was the 1st day of school, and after school I was kinda gloomy thinking mainly about my class. Cos my best friend there xin ling wasn't around, and moonie too, so there was this moment when I just sat there being anti-social. mao said something to me, and i retorted back, (cos well he usually "insults" me) and then i turned back around. and after a while i decided to just act abnormally and just initiate a conversation even though i had nothing to say. and well, it didn't turn out ackward.

wait i'm getting somewhere with this.

so today, in the morning, the paper bag containing my baby bean sprouts(as mao puts it) grown by melvin split and out came the container and it burst upon impact with the floor and flooded it. People came to look, but no one offered to help. but giving them the benefit of the doubt, i suppose rushing to class is higher priority. i don't want to sound bitter, but I would have stayed to help. no matter who it was. but i guess my expectations are really different, and i know it.

but later, after i came back to class again, felicia was there and she helped me. =) and in the bathroom, she asked me, no one from your class helped you? well, I guess. but later mao came over and tried to help. haha.

i will get to the point.

and today morning xin ling and marcurse was there too. and during the short break he started randomly pasting the boards on the wall trying to "help" me set up the notice board. and in the end he and mao did something that totally cracked me up.

so here is what i want to say. I'm really really glad that there a certain people in my class.
xin ling, who is always ready to help and open and everything. I really thank God sent her to be a friend that gives great company. mao, who was always nice, very nice from the start and still is. amazing up bringing from his older sisters. yes, i have notice a trend among boys with older sisters that they are nicer=) and marcurse, whom earlier i thought i couldnt be comfortable with, but with his steadfast friendliness has broken the ice. and just seeing his "ready to insult prisca" face cracks me up. and moonie, never failing to be really nice and making people feel good when she greets others enthusiastically and always RUSHING to help people. and others like zab, colin, clement, paul, zi qiang,chin leong,marcurse ds,jj and (maybe haha) khalid who i can talk to. and the others who like ashok and the rest provide amusement and whom I have to make an effort to talk more to.

So I hope this year, I hope I don't take these people for granted and instead of wanting to know what they can offer me, I'll try to think of what kind of friend I can be to them. =)