This year's Love-David Gray.

no, no I am not in love, I refuse to be. I want to keep my heart for Jesus until I learn not to put Him aside for something else.
But then again I wish to heck care about the complications and the heartache that I know will follow and just have someone's shoulder to sleep on (i can do that with my girl friends but its different i guess, and availability of those shoulders are scarce and the bf's would always be there, but i DIGRESS)
sigh

sigh

sigh.

Why do I still pine? I don't even know.

ignore the last line. ahem.

bioassay! YAY! I've found my EE topic. hah. and i havent started on the presentation.

ASEAN DANCE 2006
"huh? you mean you;re performing?"thats the response i get when i mention it to singaporeans. didn't really try to invite anyone cos i would be taking pics and cannot menemani them. and has to be a big group so even if u dunno the rest all can still dance crazily together.
haha. lil mermaid is so funny(with his neon glow in the dark gelangs around his extremities). maybe by next year i'll lose my self conscious inhibitions and dance with him. He is funnily cool, I mean kren.
Maybe the night would have been a bit disappointing if it wasnt for Gerard. Haha. When the slow dance started I was like shit shit pls can we run away but anh (haha cute girl was enraptured by the prom king and queen opening the dance.) but gerard nicely asked me to dance. Haha he is an addition to the los lonely hearts club.

and then there was andre..=)it's quite cool we have quite a lot in common i think. would make a good mate to check out gigs=)

WHee, I like shooting. As in pics. Gives me a chance to take pics of cute guys without being embarrased cos I HAVE THE RIGHT> I AM THE OFFICIAL PHOTOGRAPHER> MUAHAHAHA. I hide behind the camera. So I didnt have to socialise much=). I can only socialise for a certain length of time and then I run out of steam and become SIANZ(courtesy of chian). But I might be becoming surgically attached to it. (haha melvin. maybe you should just sell it to me. then again no. 350D is like a dime a dozen. bUT THANKS!!! you're too nice) (AND ZONG TOO!! You're flash caused some serious retina damage. (its really bad. I'm sorry to those I "flashed" I accidently flashed myself and I could see the person's outline for like 5 secs.haha))I guess moving around taking pics i didnt need to find company, liberating the wanting to be independent me. but then I didnt really catch up with ppl i would have liked to. ooh the dance performances WERE GOOD. chereography thumbs up man. heehee. I WANT TO JOIN DANCE! but then thurs got photog. and i shud set aside more time for studies. Sigh. anyhow, it was a good night. but tired. really really tired. I think I should expand my energy capacity.


-a spray of baby's breath-

Shards of sunlight cut my eye.

Why did I put that title? let me give u a glimpse of what I think.(this reminds me of what chin leong said to me today.=( ) okay, I was thinking of what to write, then I though back to just now after school when I was with Xin Ling and she was talking to hans and the sun was was kinda settign and shining directly at me. Hence the idea of sunlight. I was going to put sunshine but that sounds too cheesy rite? so then today we did a woolly(*snort* haha sorry wole) soyinka poem and the first line was Shards of sunlight...cut by the willows. or soemthign like that. so hence the title. argh eng reminds me of IOP and SWT. which i still havent done. I'm glad CSI has no more episodes so I am less distracted.

I felt like a total fool infront of the orangutan guy, I shouldnt be so freaked out by him. ARGH. and yesterday, i was lazy and just slept, and i didnt check my mail, so ...WAIT. while i was typing this i rechecked me mail. grr.
ok the thing is the orangutan guy kinda scolded me for not givign him my hp no. BUT i didnt know he wanted it! becos I emailed him at 8.30 yesterday nite an dafter that ididnt check me mail. I mean hello? cis. and summore i gave him my no the last tiem i saw him. humph. thanks goodness mdm was around. i felt so inept. blah. more than half of the class was there=D. heehee but i wonder about the priorities of others. sigh.
but u know waht? i'm glad I have ppl to be thankful for. Isnt that great? that the fact that there were ppl that helped really helped a lot. U know what? this is how I go through life, and in particular this sch. gosh, i shud stop dreading sch. Its like bathing. before u have to, you (well at least for me) think aiya so mafan, but once u get down to it, its not so bad. even nice. I've got to remember i'm different so if I'm not like others, ITS OKAY. (haha thats advice from shereen, who wont be around for founders day=( )

N'sync

haha. was just listening to n sync.
someone has loaded the whole two albums.
byebyebye reminds me of how much I LURVED justin randall timberlake last time.
his curly hair. i think it was him that started my fetish for curly hair boys.
heheh. i used to groove to digital get down. and deb scolded me for bobbing my head stupidly. harhar
and i could rap to left-eye's rap in space cowboy. cool eh.
weird how I could enjoy the whole album.
why-yai-yai-yipee -yai-ei......................


PS. i realized i hang out with a few ppl whom i dont exactly fully like, so why do i? hmm..

......BOO!

Haha, for those who jumped,
good for you.

lol
=D

lazy to blog larh.

aiya.
anyways, about music, stereophonics, mew, and snow patrol quite rock my socks.
and no matter how jaded i get with coldpaly songs sometimes(only), warning sign is will always rock this pair of socks anytime.

yayness for randomness.

heehee.

exams are over. I don't deserve the break cos i didnt work that hard. anyways that break is over. yup. i better get some sleep.
don't want to feel cranky on teh first day back to school after 2 slackish weeks, do we? one must try hard to make things easier for oneself in school.

I shud quite feeling sorry about my position in sch cos there are ppl aout there that have it way worst than me. but why cant i get rid of the mindset. sheesh.

things have change.

but then some not, i still have stuff to do. lets see, SWT, EE, IOP, SAT, COCC( check out colleges and courses),CAS

don't we all love abbreviations in singapore. whoowhoo.

if u didnt understand half of what i just said,

good for you=D

chian

(after france lost...)
pin pin.. wah u must be honoured i dedicate a whole post to yoooouuuuu...

haha u know why? i was going to dedicate a post to bands i like. which are SNOW PATROL AND STEREOPHONICS. And of course------COLDPLAY.

but then I remembered, you retardedly thought I like SOUL patrol. LOL. (for those not in the know, sould patrol is this yr's AI winner's former band. ugh. )

i am tickled funny by you man. everytime. esp our referree hand cheer.=D

and ur blog is super funny. cos u quote me. and I am SO funny and witty right?

haha thanks for doing the dirty job of downloading songs that I want to hear so i don;t feel that guilty and can continue to hypocritically admonish ppl for illegally downloading.



PS. I just realize how self-centered this post was. lol.. but really pin pin is a really funny girl and i', glad i got to know her after 2 yrs of staying in the same high-class prison as her.. she's really funny.. esp when she's excited. ;)

"How dare you pop my tart?"

Got this off IB geog notes on the net:

"Male births usually exceed female births, but males die off more quickly in infancy, so by the time children are 1 yr old, there are more females than males."

FUNNY. lol. ahem. hey fact is a fact.

also,

"The sex structure may be affected by the following:
-Where women are considered SUBORDINATE beings, they suffer a higher mortality rate and a lower life expectancy.
-Migration. There is usually a dominance of males in populations dominated by immigrants.
-In difficult environments, there is usually an imbalance in favor of males.(tsk tsk. but i believe, with the emergence of alpha females, that aint gonna be that true.)
-Select populations such as military towns may have an imbalance for either of the sexes.
-Urban areas in developing regions have more males."

IB geog can be quite interesting=D

thats reverse psychology for me.

C.O.L.D.P.L.A.Y!!!!!!!

=D

IT WAS AWESOME!!

one experience i'm glad I had.

thanks you God, mummy and daddy and vicki for playing part in giving this opportunity to go.

=D

guy berryman IS HOT. no doubt about it.


WHEE!!

haha.

too bad the light for fix you wasn't working. and i wasn't front enough. but hey, at least there was company.=)

I still can;t believe I've seen COLDPLAY.

*beams with eyes closed*

Vive la France

My heart goes out to all French players who played with grace and style.

henry

sagnol
ribery thuram
zidane
vieira
abidal
makelele
wiltord

diarra
malouda

trezequet

aRgh.

currently listenign to comforting sounds..

a new take on what I should do about the coldpaly concert. someone i love very much and respect told me not to tie my walk with God and coldplay together, since its not coldpaly that hinderign my walk, rather its just me being distracted. Thus, would God feel happy if I "sacrificed" this for him? i'm still a little confused but i went ahead and asked if the opportunity for me to go for the concert is still available at this eleventh hour.

...no answer yet. but hey, its not about the concert. Its about what I learnt. I can;t be doing stuff like this becos i think..i think.... i remember talking to pastor chris last time about a concert too.. i think it was jay chou. i cant remember why, but maybe its the same case? haha. and after all, God knows i like coldplay and He is a nice God. u know. i daren't say much but oh well, we'll know someday.

of smelly headache causing windbreakers and bulging tables with half drawer and one leg shorter

weather: at the eye of the storm

oh dear oh dear...half an essay not finished and 17 marks not done...
why didnt it dawn on me there was only 1 hr?
why was i doing it so relaxed and slow? is it becos not done enough exercises?'
stop being so slack! perhaps this is my snooze wake up wake up call.

do me a favour dont remind me about this. I KNOW.

btw, france beat portugal. !!*punches fist in air* maybe i'm not a good luck charm=) maybe God decided to let them win cos I didn't watch and instead slept(but why didnt I do work faster?). haha but the world doesn't revolve around me, does it?
and mon is a hol now. so bio is after coldpaly now. Is God trying to tell me something? but bio is in the afternoon. ah....s.a.c.r.i.f.i.c.e it is up to me. but i wish it would be decided.

vive la france.

Germany vs France

yay yay.. haha... all the teams I supported has won so far..except korea..must be becos they didnt put ahn jung hwan in.. humph..'
fav germany player--> no. 20 PODOLSKI=D, fried RICH (haha) is cute but there was once he didnt offer to help the player he fouled get up therefore...i dislike lahm--so evil.. clearly he knew he was the one fouling but instead congratulated the referee for penalising the wrong player..
fav france player----> no 12- THIERRY HENRY...!! haha even though he dived in the match against spain..ribery is quite good too..
well i supported portugal in the match agaisnt england becos most of the english players have not very nice characters(or maybe its jsut the bad press) but joe cole cool footwork. and my fav owen was MIA. portugal i think hugo variana is cute. ronaldo is good but to pretty. haha

hmm.. just now i had soem interesting commentS duriing the brazil ns france game.
"Ronaldo so fat!"(in a spiteful way)-so? he plays better than you
"france is racist agaisnt the blacks"-such a sweeping generalisation.oh puhleeze as if u're a citizen of the world
"blacks are nice. the darker the nicer.."-oh my goodness this statement is so racist. I don;t think the people mentioned woudl be grateful for such sympathy.
and to the statement above such was the reply by the counterpart"yeah, their...COnceNTRATED!" -seriously, how ignorant and immature can one sound? tryign to sound so noble like you;re not "racist" but beign so immature about it. RARGH.

disclaimer:the above views on the conversation i overheard(which I do not claim is word from word) are just mine, my humble and maybe less enlightened view.

ah. but I am happy=D
ooh must post the pics i took. some taken fromt eh tv looked as if I was there=D