Uncomfortable

white lies upon lies upon lies and now i've brought it upon myself.
I should have jsut shut my GAB in the first place and realize i haven't seen their true colors and think what it'll mean.
i hate myself for thinking liek the world.

LOVE MG

On Friday i went back to my old sec sch mgs. but before that, ate at Ikea with grace and germ. I love Ikea. maybe i'll work for them since they seem to be environmentally friendly. Had meatballs. erm, quite okay, but i found the cranberry sauce had a like meaty rancid taste. At first I thought it was the meatball, but turns out its the bitterness of the cranberry. Had patato salad. I like potato salad most of the time. Auntie belle says this is the best potato salad she's tried. ERm, well i think its a tad sweet and should have some boiled eggs. =)
So we rode in style to mg. (to digress, there's this mercedes showroom near ikea so I was tellling grace how we shud go in and try out the cars since it's my 18 birthday and all, I mean isnt that what privileged kids like me do on their 18th birthday? choose a car?LOL hint hint daddy.=D.) So we caught this mercedes taxi and I said to grace so this is our test drive huh. lol;)
we were late, and i saw cool sound ppl there! ahahahah. I wouldnt mind being a sound engineer. u get to catch free gigs.and its the closest u get to be in the music industry if u're not musically talented. anyways, we were late so we had to sit all the way in front. and this germpool make me go first go she was too paiseh and i felt even more paiseh as i was so dressed up becos grace wanted me to wear this specific top. hooh. but anyways we were there! heh its cool to see all girl bands. yeah! worship made me think of all the chapel sessions in mg and it made me cry. sigh. but i love nostalgia.
and there's WAS THIS SPER GOOOD FEMALE DRUMMER>! seriously, even the volume of her strokes were perfect. aahh.. i want to be like her. =)
i wish in ac the boys will just loosen up and really worship God.

Dips

today my mood fell again. But it's been awhile. Its been a mixe of emotions today. some Good some bad..
I wish I wasn't an introvert. But someone who's still real and free from the herd syndrome.
but..




















why do I have to go through the pains of teenagehood now?
I should be so over it.
I'm 18 tommorow.
May you be more mature.

S A F E   I N    A    C R A Z Y    W O R L D
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2003, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)

I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me

It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain
to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again

Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's
On a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world

'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again

*snickers*

Prisca, pls go do your homework. If not you won't be sleeping tonite. And you know how you hate it when u;re super tired in school. And worst, you might just succumb to temptation to skip school tommorow. But who's gonna write u a letter? And there's german test tmr, It's not counted, but u hate the thought of proving lousy to the teacher. And you STILL haven't done your IOP. and now u ahve to find a mock topic. And MATHS> you still dont understand trigo and you're BLOGing. Wasting your time. and you're really pushing it by thinking Mr WL and Mrs WLN will let you hand in your report LATE> as always. And stop thinking about coldplay. And stop thinking you can spend money anyhow.

*cue to readers to roll eyes and think "Why is she blogging?" *

PS. Thanks for the snickers mary i hope they keep me up.
PS2. Thanks jenn if u ever read this for today.U're so sweet.
Ps3. Thanks moonie and regine and ferly for trying so hard to send me the file.
PS4. Prisca, try not to say weird things next time, k? and mortify urself

shouldn't be so complicated

i need to pee..
I like it when there's a lot of urine and its clear cos it shows that i've been drinking a lot of water and that shows i'm being healthy.

dishwalla songs sound sad.
my throat keeps drying no matter how much i drink;
my family just left to where i want to be. =((

flowers that needs to be cropped

flowers
Originally uploaded by hellagoodin.

find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now
'cause you're all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything

-lifehouse-

many thoughts

I think a lot, No let that be many thoughts run through my head. Sometimes really random ones.

ahem let me begin again.

(Paragraph begins here. AHEM) (sarcastic pause)(ahem couldnt help that ANOYMOUS)( I can't spell anonymous.)(hur hur maaybe I should start writing in paragraphs)(but then that wouldnt be..)AIYA WHATEVER<>.(coolness. this thing-"<>" I didnt intentially press it.)

anyways, suddenly my noggin' headache was felt no more. but then i still feel it hiding. (lowering the volume of lifehouse i can't hear myself think)

Man I dunno why i'm talking so weirdly. Anyways, I had a noggin' headache today. Started in the morning. Think it was because I was wearign contacts. And thats because I kinda tore off the plastic nosepiece of my specs while attempting to adjust it back to its original position. but I liek my current specs becos even when it is senget it doesnt annoy that much. And it doesnt look that senget. harhar. This specs has been hit twice. I have lost count the number of times the ball has hit this face in thsi lifetime. (yayness. I jsut realize the glue worked in gluing back the nosepiece. So maybe I don't have to wear contacts until I get back to malaysia. I realize when I don't wear specs I out my hand on my face a lot. Rub the eye area. Haha becos I dont get to touch that region a lot when you have specs on. hurhur.

Today I came back and checked my mail and realized coldplay tickets haev started selling. surprisingly, standign tickets are still available. but seats are selling fast. Wooh, I didn't think of it the whole day. Oh coldplay I do I do love you. Maybe one day I'll get over you like I did for Jay Chou. but somehow you(as in coldplay music) is different.

Yesterday I went for the last day of the revival meeting. it was quite good. The speaker was good. Sometimes I quite "despise" westerners for being so ignorant about Asia, but I guess I am the "Westerner" to Africa. They have 9 million Anglicans in uganda. And I was well, mildly surprised that the Archbishop could preach so well. I AM SO ASHAMED OF THAT STATEMENT. interesting enough, the president wants 90% of the civil servants in the tax department to be Christians. Wow. and they Have bible study in the mornign and during lunch! wowness. I am so ashamed of myself.

Oh before that I tagged along with alison to do a ahem.."photoshoot" for the dance club. I realize taking pics can be quite tiring and frustrating. and sian. Oh somethign else I learnt yesterday, be careful how you take in what you hear. some people I can;t make up my mind about.
Hmm.. I feel like joining the dance club. It looks liek I can do the stuff but I havent tried it out. And I don't have a dancer;s body! I mean there are mirrors around man. haha. But we;ll see we'll see. There's still photog, drama, and touch rug. Still don't know what to do about touch rugby, there are good moments and bad. =( And IB is so crazily busy. I stayed back in school to complete my CAS forms. Writing the reflections was so hard. argh. well I hope after all that I can submit my file on Monday. And EE! arghrarah. and now we have TOK presentation. Thank God (really) I'm in a group with 2 moonie and xin ling. can share the work. and english IOP. wow. I think I should just live and breathe IB.

today we had Group 4 project. Basically its Science goup work. haha. This time Alison didn't join us(the usual bio lab group) so i guess she's not the jinx. I think there;s a conspiracy going on. Bio prac is against us. haha. Really. Almost all of the bio pracs that we did as a group ended up with unable to use kind of results. LOL. But I still love the group. That matters more than getting results.

Aiyaiyai. I realize that I didnt brign back my poems bk. suppose to analyze apple-picking. See if I can get the class key tmr. (btw, where oh where are u my No Other City? I hope you have not been stolen cos you cost a lot even though I might end up not reading you)Oh tommorow I am going for DETENTION CLASS. It is inevitable. I deserve it. The number of times i ahev been late is atrocious for a Girl. Grr I hate beign a girl in a boy's school. Well most of the time. You're expected to be good and nice. And they think we're all so delicate and gentle as in weak . Ok not all of them. just the MCPs. Oh and a teacher asked me "So this won't happen again right?"(reagarding me being late)and I didn't answer because I don't make promises I know i might not be able to keep. humph. I wish I never went and tried out for badminton cos it jsut might have given me the wrong bad impression. anyways, I haven't been late for quite some time. Esp now that I try to get up early to go for prayer meetings(but still don't make it in time but at least in time for school). today, I came down, had to choose between preservatives filled cupcakes or kaya bun made from white flour and noodles. Since I was haveing a bit of a sore throat, I decided to go for the soupy noodles. Looked up and saw the bus. Aiya cannot run.nehmind take the 2nd bus its been quite reliable lately. 2nd bus comes. a little earlier than usual. a girl tries to run. unsuccessful.
Timothy asked me if 'i want a lift. I look at the other girls at the bus stop. I say, Aiya nehmind. Its not fair.
So today Timothy is not late. So choice is made based on ethicsbut is it worth it when they don't really care. But i guess I don't deserve the care.



Thought of the day:
"Wah today the laundry lady is looking hot. as in Va-Va -Voom. Heboh!(Hebat?)"
"Body shop Passion Fruit Lip Butter is good to stave off snacking ttendencies as it is deliciuos."-Ricola elderberry smells liek it but doesnt taste as yummy as the smell of the lip butter.

random things that i want to blog about and even if u don't understand its ok cos its all for my well being

since i dont paragraph well, i'll bullet it
1)some thoughts today that went through my mind:
a) today mr smart and confident gave a little smile to me. I wonder: is it becos u're nice or becos u're in council and u have to put up the loving image? i relly wished i asked.
b) but HE was nxt to him. so was he smiling at me becos of what HE was telling him?
c) oh no so does it mean that HE knows?
d)darn darn darn
e)never play truth and truth.. well at least watch what u say
f)today i should have skipped photog and go with grace to province bakery! i did learn some stuff, but oh thosee cinnamon buns!
g) and photog made me miss dinner and i bought chicken rice (i wanted lemon chicken but the stupid auntie blur blur. no lah actually its stupid me blur blur.) but it was so pathetic! just slapped these bland-looking chicken pieces with even blanner lookign sauce and 2 pieces of pale cucumber slices. oh they were SO generous to give me 2(!) packets of chilli which had 1cm cube of sauce. yayness. so everyone, MUST buy from dover chicken stall ok? they even have RAMLY burgers. chinese style.
h)the name ramly is being abused. ppl have their own recipe and call it ramly. mr ramly, for the sake of your burger;s reputation pls go and patent your name.
2) today we had a da vinci talk by the bishop of methodist churches. quite interesting but I was sleepy. realize dan brown is such a loser. never do his reading properly and simply use sources from unreliable sources. LOSER! i hope he loses the money earned and the money goes to those who need it.
a)one boy went up to ask a question. bishop said that we have to accept the paradox that God is a trinity but yet one. so the boy asked something like how can we believe if it contradicts. somethign to that effect. he said soemthign about logical postulate. The thign is , TO ME, it seemed that he wasnt satisfied with what the bishop said and personally neither was I. then ppl started getting worked up. saying oh he;s a GEP..he thinks he's so smart, 'u dont know what u're talking about so sit down." maybe it was becos he was using big words like "postulate" and kept emphasizing on it so ppl came to the conclusion his argument was groundless. maybe it was, but I felt everyone was trying to act smart by immediately condemning his argument by givign their own argument and making a lot of noise. ok, maybe his argument was "zero divided by somethign is still zero"(refer to explanation later) but hey give the guy a chance. at that moment i felt are we all a little defensive about our religion? defending our religion is good, but do we have to condemn the guy? there are many so called "smart" ppl like that, who read widely (but not all), and so they grasp on to soem idea. If i was that guy asking his question, i wouldnt be satisfied with the bishop's answer. maybe the guy was being close minded and wasnt ready to listen, but somehow i felt that it could be anyone who was having doubts and dying for an answer but its not so simple cos u need an answer that is so convicing that you wouldnt doubt. So i wish soemtimes ppl would understand that soem are lost and maybe htose pplwho are so sure should reexamine what they know. but i really think TOK has made most of us want to seem philosphically intellectual. I pray this guy would find the truth and people would not judge and attack him. and i pray that the lies that are around will be exposed so less ppl are mislead. it's so sad.

sigh tmr got bio test. if i dotn finsih studying, i;ll try to get into the mindset thatwill take it easy cos its not counted anyway. ergh and i have to do laundry on the most convenient days man. and tohave homework due too.


mary! get me LOTs of nicethings.quality doesnt matter(cos everything from the us is generally quite good) cos for me, quantity makes the gift seem nicer. hurhur.

1:28 AM

i just kinda woke up. its so hot and sticky and lately i've so many mosquito bites but i don't see them. i think i have soem kind of bed bug. I think.
I have a geog test. today. i wish i didnt care about it. arargragh. I think i'll listen to sammeer and wake up at 4. lucky them no sch tmr but we;ll have ours nxt tues!yay!

today i found out we have a touch rugby match on friday. We are not prepared. well, I am so not prepared.

I dunno maybe i shud quit the team to save myself the unnescessary pain.

But the point is to try right?

can one survive to be in the team yet not fitting in it?

i dunno what i'm feeling anymore.

I'm past being hopeless at life, but i'm not exactly fighthing with the determination of chicken little.

haha chicken little wuite inspired me. lately life kinda sucked and i was down and tired of trying to make it not suck then i watched chicken little and his determination to make his life better was quite inspiring. sigh but is there a point to it? i'm sure the go-getters(?) in life would say "Of course there is!"
but i do have my Lord to help me.

But shudnt i be over these stupid issues?they seem so childish. aragargh

and i still feel a little heartache not going for coldpaly cos some part of me wants to experince them before i leave teenagedom.

right now, I feel as if the turbulence and angst a teenage has during one's teenage yrs is at its peak. why now. I should be more mature and enjoying these last few yrs. A scary thought: what if these things are a taste of what adulthood is like? then maybe i wish i was a butterrfly. .....

sense and sensibility

hmm, coldplay has cerrtainly put me on a rollercoaster ride of emotions. the elation, the rush of blood to the head, the fear, the nervousness, the desperation, the franticness, the heartache, and now the let go.
i've decided not to go for t...wait..not to buy a coldplay ticket. no, not even the cheapest one.
i'd wanted to buy the 68 dollar one after talking to my sis and her telling me how expensive Sgd$168 is, but then mummy said something about relationship with God and priorities. She don't know it but that struck me.
MMhhhmm.. becos becos i think i've put coldplay first. my realtionship with God for quite some time hasnt been good, i've been quite lazy. and for coldplay I would come bacck everyday and check if they had started selling tickets.
but i dont read the Bible everyday now.
so that says something huh?
i shud be more than ashamed of myself. but i'm not, becos i take God for granted.
Oh, i wish i'm sorry enuff to kick myself and do something. but we shall hope that i have more than i think in me and God can do the impossible.
but i still secretly hope that God will bless me by letting me win soem competition that gets me tto the coldpaly concert. sigh. i know

on another note, no i cant rememerb what note and ithink i do but i'm too lazy. and ihavet o do some other things . priorities priorities.

thigns to blog abt:
put up tmn negara pics
blink
remember what i wanted to blog abt.

oh yes and my sister mary iscoming on the 21st!!cant wait

oh and province bakery's cinnamon bun is to die for.
but i had a tummy ache after that
oh and alpen granola bar esp the apple yogurt one is to die for too. the sweetness is the best. its not artificial.
oh and i bought chubby hubby ice cream. its quite good though the pretzels are soft.as in "masuk angin"
oh and went to the ben & jerry shop with grace! but unfortunately haveing eaten so much at nydc we could only drink. how sad. but will dry the irish cream flavour nxt time.
oh cherry garcia is quite nice though i dont like the name.

a catastrophe!

yayness is quite sophisticatedly bimbotic or bimbotically sophisticated

my fav post pn someone's else blog-http://www.boudist.com/archive/2004/08/30/my_little_thai_friend.php

waht happen to the other tools?

tonite i was high
and still ahvetn doen any work. arghragah

just celebrated my birthday just now. haha . it was a cluster celebration for jan to may babes. yea babe.
secret recipe choc and banana cake. hugeiwannaitallformyselftodevourslowlydaybyday.
nice but nicer if i wasnt so full from dinner.

today is sunday and sundays bring revelations..

today God is goign to do the impossible
I am gettign out of the rut and am not afraid that i will fall in.
this is diff.
there';s no fear that today is not any different from the other similiar days.
GET BACK LIAR.

"even if it was just me, He would die for me
that's what I call LOVE"

Now, now, What's this?

I've been reading ppl's blog a lot lately, (it is stalkerish i guess but its interesting, you know the person by what they say than the impression they have on you).. Anyways, I was saying that i have been doing that, so I decided to go and look at my own blog. I hardly do that, cinsidering the fact it does give me some pleasure at the fruit of my labour and to see the post from a different perspective. so I started looking at the earlier posts. I would say I wrote better posts in the earlier days. Seems like I have gotten bitter lately.Ah well, gone are the carefree childhood days. sigh. No lah. Well I shall try to be witty and charming in future posts. Well, actually I dont care. See I am bitter now. Actually thats what my classmate says. but he's weird. haha so says me.
I usually don;t write in paragraphs cos u cant press tab for indentation. you have to press space space space space space space. Six spaces. standard indentation.
Today is saturday. i woke up at..I dont remember what time I woke up. Ah i remember. It was 11. cos i remember thinking I'll catch a nap before lunch. Then the nextt thing i know it was 2.37. ARgh.. So i woke up, went to the toilet, brushed my teeth, was going to bathe, but checked tosee if they were selling tixs cos it would be a BIG pity if i slept while tickets were being snapped up rite?(btw, still not selling. its a good and bad thing)then went down to buy some snacks, cos i hadnt had anything since last nite. well, i had some really unhealthy stuff, like a box of poky, some preserved(i'm sure it had preservatives) chocolate cake and a bottle of coke. (oh mummy dont kill me) but they did the job. cos here i am at dinner time and survivign without it. too lazy to go down and eat hostel food. if only i had milk to cook my mushroom and herb pasta.. maybe i shud drink some total nutrition instead. I dare say I will. Its weird. yesterday was weird. Yesterday, I hardly ate anything also. At least for the earlier part of the day. Morning I was late, so didnt catch breakfast, took a cab to sch, had to assemble at the parade square, found it hard to find my class,(roll eyes),..maybe this part i shouldnt tell in case I get into trouble. but weird things happened. Then I went to timbre! haha it has a weird connection too. the thing is i read abt in teh newspaper and it sounded interesting so i checked it out with a couple and frens and we all found it cool(we naive young girly teenagers of course). then i found out the owner of it was the bro of my classmate! haha.. so yesterday was jeane's and clarey's bdae "party". haha. i was late(as usual, blame it on malaysianess or family genes?)(no offence there as some genes arent expressed rite?harhar) good thing I was late cos they were too!! So we sat down in the dimmer area, which was a good thing i guess so u wont see the food crumbs and the red ants? haha. thee mix mash was good. u could really taste the spices. the pizza was so-so. so were the mussels. but at least they tasted fresh. we tried to catch up, but haha somehow the subject was changed(or tried to be by some ppl). it was soo good to see soem of them again. esp sam! full of surprises. sam, ur personality is really unique and i love it! if i was *ahem* i would hold on to u to enjoy ur ecclecticness. (i think i got the meanign of that rite, i hope). we also cam-whored the whole time. but i found the flashes too bright in that dim place. it needed more lighthing. (ooh, there was this photographer. I want his SLR!!)the band didnt play till after 10. so sad! I had curfew. forgot to tell dad to write a letter so i could stay over. argh.. so i had to leave.. but somehow we only left abt 10.55.. haha hailed a cab with sam! wow, we now live quite close to eacch other. OH YEAH!! the band PLAYED COLDPLAY!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........... but chris martin voice is beeter with that song=p. anyways, tried to hail a cab, but no cab wanted our reverance and honour. HAHA! get the joke?yeah. it was quite funny. (i remember it was quite funny with grace too at ochard. I think i get more high the closer my curfew gets)there was this couple that stood in front of us(!!) to hail a cab and clearly they knew we were trying to hail one. (I'm sure). then we went a couple of streets down and they started following us! Wahlau. haha we walked past this pseudo-old fire station. but its nice to look at still. sam tried to take pics with here le amour cam, and from there i realised how erm. ungreat that phone is. its not nice to type on too. if i had gotten it i would feel so cheated. its just the ads and motifs that are nice. haha sam kept saying stuff like look pretty and pants lower shirt higher so that the taxis would stop(hey thats what grace said the last time. something liek that, the same idea. trying to seduce the taxis to stop for us.haha and i also found out that there are taxi-rape cases in singapore. i tot it was safe here. sam says greatly relatively). anyways,haha i guess we managed to seduce some. but not taxis. and we werent being seducive okay. its just soem dirty old angmoh men that couldnt help oogling at young nubile teenage girls. (oh my goodness i sound so sick but how else to dexcribe? an dthat was not a generalisation that all ang moh men are liek that.) and then there was this van and stopped(well maybe he was stopping at the traffic light, but it looked like he stopped for us) and switched on his light. he looked at us and i burst outr laughign and started to pull sam away. haha. then after a while the guy took out his newspaper and started to read it. hmm... anyways we finally got our taxi and it was really old, the black ones. the driver looked quite senile(i'm sorry mr taxi driver who was kidn to pick up 2 poor teenage girl and who didnt try to wait for a booking so that he could get more money), so i didnt really want to get in. but thank goodness we got a taxi. if not i would have gotten back past midnight, and might get into trouble. argh had to meet the irritating and weird security guard again! he knows me already lah. while he took his tiem to stroll over to unlock the gate(okay i give him the benefit of the doubt that he's lame and cant walk fast)i tried to steel myself to be civil.. but.. so when he came i said "i stay here so can i come in?" (the last time he said he couldnt let me in cos no one told him i was coming in late and he didnt even know whether i sat there or not) he looked at me with disgust. then i said" do u want to see my access card?" and he just kept quite and shook his head. then I said" do i have to sign the late book?" he said" u like so unhappy to sign it so nevermmind. I told Mr W abt it already.". liek whatever man. i dunno if i have mentioned this guard before but he seriously irks me. i know i'm wrong to break curfew but he's like argh!! when u come back late he acts all huffy and demands to see ur access card. and he wants to inspect it closely, and i think liek what for? its not like u can get any info liek which rm we're in and he never takes down the no on it(ok i'll give him the benefit of the doubt that he wants to check its authenticity*roll eyes*) then only he'll let us go. and the last time he produced this book where i had to write my name and room no. then he wanted to see my identity card to see if i put a fake name. and i refused to show him. yeah i'm one of those wild girls who come and late and lie so i get away with it.if i'm late i tell the person on duty why i'm late. i dont climb over gates and try to sneak in. (but yest nite i seriously thought of climbign over the gate jsut to avoid confrontation with him). argh.. maybe its a good thing he's there on duty . so i wont think of coming back late. but hey its no fun having to go back at 10.
but enuff of being bitter. yest was good i guess seeing each other. maybe we get high and laughed ourselves silly but the company was good. but i did get high hailing a cab. haha. i miss these friends.


"everytime we say goodbye, I die a little,
everytime we say goodbye, I wonder why a little"

as jeane would agree, we want to be in love. for me, i think of the heartache as bittersweet. but i aint being realistic, am i?

song

i wanna write a song a song to sing what's in
what's in this heart.
to rid to rid the knot that strains.
i wanna stop and stop this train of life.
cos i'm stuck and stuck and hate this rut.
i wish i wish things were good.
to me to me then i wont feel
this way i guess its life so what.
i still am stuck i hate and hate it.

i need to get help.




to whoever is reading this and is panicking, dont worry. i just needed to write something stupid.


i want to find someone like me.

coldplay i want

i'm so frustrated! I want to get really good tickets for the colplay concert!! I don;t even know the prices and yet i'm prepared to buy the most expensive tickets. and i don;t thinki'll be able to get front row tickets cos their usually vip seats. for those with connections. humph. Oh coldplay coldplay... I half wish they werent coming so i dont have to suffer the agony of not being in front of the stage. but the fact that their coming is like...wooohoo....!!!!!i;m so restless,,..i cant do my work which i have to ..and i need to find someone who is as desperate as me...
praying for a miracle.