show me the money

weather: it actually just stopped raining. wow. after the long hot spell. ppl in temperate countries count your blessing.
its so hot sometimes i just wake up stuffy and sticky, as if my shirt collar is choking me with the heat. something like that. and the fan is on full blast.
question:why do ppl shut the windows in a non-air conned room? i have two theories:
1)to keep out the bugs
2)to keep out the night air.(this theory is fuelled from this other theory i read in a story book where u get pneunomia from night air
why i ask such redundant questions u might say. well my ex-roomate and the current one both conduct such strange practices. =)
dinner is ending in 30 minutes time. sigh. was almost going to go off cos the matron came. she's quite scary to me. becos she's the one that can be nice or not too nice. nways i thought she was going to come in to scold us for not goign out of trhe comp lab cos its after 6 but she just looked in and went away. she's also the one who caught me watching tv during prep time. and scolded me. actually she caught me a few times but htat was during after lights out . but prep is more serious. so now i am paranoid when i watch tv. when i'm not suppose to of course=)

back to the title. thats what i say to ppl when i collect money. i'm the class treasurer btw. for the last two weeks , i've been carryign lots of germs around with me. which are stuck to my hands the the dollar notes and coins. yeeuck .. had to collect this school fee thing. sigh. wwas quite complicated. and then dunno why whenever i counted the money i was either short of money of had extra. again and again. so when it was time for me to hand in the amt, i thought i was short of 58 bucks?i was in the depths of despair. comtemplating whether to tell teacher i shouldnt be treasurer. then the paranoid me imagined that she will think i'm the kind that quit after the first failure. u noe how the say u shouldnt give up, but it wont be a good thing if i lose money the second round rite?then at the last moment when my friend was near tears already(she was helping me to re-calculate) i realized i wasnt short of money. not even a single cent or a few dollars which i thought would be the best case scenario. i immediately felt like a beatyful treasurer (beam)haha. all this trouble just becos i switched two nos around. haha.
gtg. ppl have to eat my dinner cos i dun have exactly have a treasure trove of food to indulge in. has to do with me overexceeding 2 months worth of pocket money. so i shall have to skimp and starve till APril. pls pray for me. i'm serious. sometimes i think ican identify when the bible says the god of some men are their stomachs!!aah!!i hope not in my case/ nways ciao-doesnt that mean hello?

Indo movies

We've been watchign Indonesian films during malay as a sly way to escape doign work=)teacher thinks its good for our malay but harlo??its indonesian. haha but the only ppl who have all these movies are the indos in my malay class. the last time we watched ada apa dengan cinta. not bad. i liked it=)besides the fact that i only understood like 30% of it. then this week we watched mengejar matahari. its good. bout this band of friends. well judging by these two movies, i deduce that the indo film industry is not bad. well i havent exactly coem across many good malysian films . usually i get turned off by the bad actign the the lousty filmign. but these movies, esp mengejar matahari, was good and d e e p man.....=Dyeah i mean the the camera angles and stuff(forgive me for my lack of knowledge on such terms) and the acting is good. adn i feel that the directors are more serious. aiyah i know it sounds erm....but its really good. and i like how indo sounds when the guys speak it in a smooth narrating way. it has this rolling tone to it. ..erm well yeah.. heheh. and im starting to think that indo guys can be cute^^

white and blue hulk

weather:the sky is swelling and ready to unleash a storm. or something more extreme

ugh.i think i am pmssing again...but i feel like the hulk in this school. ugh. saturated with femalenessiness. . I feel like i'm goign to burst.Was going to thank "goodness" (don't think its appropriate to use God*sheepish smile*)for the one year left in an all girl's school but i think its jsut my problem. sigh. Then again I think it's the MSG "slathered" refined carbo stick that i ate for recess. There;s this 'orrible taste in my mouth thats giving me a headache and making me sick.. yuck... sigh i apologize for my terrible behaviour.
Enough. hmm cny.. well it was good. err. to keep it short, i went to my aunt's hse. very fun. very realxing.then went to friend's hse. very realxing and fun too. indescribable.(spelling?)
and my hp is MIA. Hijacked by my sis . cos hers can't be used in us so she took mine. i am suferring from hp withdrawal symptoms. no i'm not. i'm not that attached to it. but i'm sufferign without it as i cannot cope in some things like communication. yes. that's it. like that day i almost got lost when the battery of my friend's hp went dead. luckily God provided;)well i had a hp but it wasnt mine!!and i think i cause a bit of trouble. her parents called and apparently i didnt hear it. yes u can shake your head in disapprovement. haha if there's such a word. anyways.i hope i survive.
-11feb05-

Weather:too hot to go jogging

haha. i'm just making an excuse not to go jogging. but who wants to when its hot(its like 5.30 now)and there are cars spewing CO and NO2 and ...yeah . and don't like it when lots of ppl are around-as in awake. I try to jog on sat mornings, but that's the only day that i can sleep in!!yeah so i usually wake up a little too late and by the time i brush my teeth and all, errr the sun is up=D
today is saturday. I am not goign out for i have lots of work to catch up on.BUt, i still didnt exactly sit down and do it=D i succumbed to fiction again. when it doesnt require any discipline or energy on my part=Dsigh i think for the rest of this year i'll have to stay in every weekend to catch up. sigh.. but it is a good thing.. no need to waste money. i just realised i exceeded the amount i'm suppose to spend in two months in just less than a month.And yet i could not see why the other scholars got so worked up over some school fees.herher. so much for trying to manage my money by listing down my expenses. sigh. but what to do?i enjoy expensive stuff. harhar.
Hmm...jsut now a girl came into the comp lab. and this girl is from room C322. so what about her you misgh ask.Well she is from room that was the only room that hadnt submit their R&R form. R&R is suppose to stand for recreation and rest.. har har, jsut joking. i think its Repair& and Renovate. something my boarding school is doign nxt yr,. so I have to collect all the forms from my level and collate it. the dateline was quite tight so i was like err reminding her to hand it up. but i did it ONLY ONCe. in the morning, today, which is the last day i have to sucmit it to the office. and then after goign in and out knocking on ppl's door and findign them not in there and goind back to check after every hour,at 5 i knocked on her door one last time and nobody answered. sigh sorry to cut the long story short, i check in the attendance list and she was in so i jsut told the matron that and handed it over to the office. so when she came in i just asked her have u handed int he form in a nice and gentle way. then she went out and when she came back she was muttering and cursing. haha. i guess i'm being paranoid. or what's that other word?over-- erm my overimaginative imagination=)but i seem to have ppl muttering curses becos of me(see, my imagination is not that overactive, i said BeCos of me and not AT me=)) haha due to me ignorance towards how checks are processed and my rashness, this girl had to rewrite her check and infront of me she ws ok but when she when back to her seat.whoa...she was mighty pissed. i was so shock. i didtn know she was like that. sigh.had to grovel to make sure she was alright. but i think she still wasnt. but cest la vie.
Oh yeah!you know i wanted to go for this cello concerto and i could get tixs online if i had a credit card!!how llogical( i refrain from usign brainless of stupid)is that???i mean jsut for 11 bucks. i;m sure the system makes things a lot easier for them but what about us poor students??sigh. yup such a good chance ot watch something i'll enjoy and can afford gone. hmm. y cant they give u a bookign no or something like that and u pay at the venue. tsk tsk.
yup so no more spendign any money. herher. i think i cant.. hahahahha. in a weeks time we shall know. =ptata for now.
*oh yeah,i was trying volunteer for this place where they give free tuition to the neighbourhood children but i was rejected. nah, they just had enuff ppl. unfortunately, it was a way for me to get 1 cca pt, but i did want to do it because I do FEEL (as oli would say)for these kids..REallly....last yr we brought some(Some of u might think what lah this girl, use the word "some",shows she doesnt really care-but whatever)kids out for our class cip(community involment project)and i did FEEl for this kids leh. shall not tell u how i felt.humph. haha i bet some of u are saying like WHATevER...=) yeah so ...hmm... we'll see how thign go cos the lady told me i could volunteer at another place. but the way she put it, like "If you're interested in chalking up pts for ur cip.."i was like whoa...i dint even mention cip to her in the mail i was planning to break it to her gently or subtly=)later on. ;)haha but i hope she doesnt think i'm kiasu of anything. well i DO wanna help and it HAppened to be a good oppportunity for me to get 1 pt for my cca. (btw, i have to get pts for my cca so that i can get an A and that will help me get into a Junior College)haha.i apologize if i come across as kiasu to anyone. =p